Welcome! I am Amy Balentine. I am a follower of Christ, a wife to Adam, and a mother to Teddy, Simon, Thomas, Peter and Goldie and Founder of You Made Me Mom and group leader of the Kansas City chapter. This support group is a result of my experiences with my children who made me mom, but also our Lord, Jesus Christ, who ultimately made me mom.
kansas city, mo group leader
In October 2012, I gave birth to our first child, Theodore (Teddy) Boyd. He is so wonderful. In May 2014, I gave birth to our second child, Simon Adam, who lived 7 glorious days and 22 grace-filled minutes. He died on May 21, 2014. Simon had full Trisomy 13 - typically a life-limiting diagnosis. In November 2014, I gave birth to our third child, Thomas Job. Thomas went to be with our Lord at 13 weeks gestation. I birthed his body via induction and we were able to set eyes on his magnificent body. In September 2015, I gave birth to our fourth son, Peter Simon. He brings us much joy and happiness. In August 2017, I gave birth to our fifth child, our first baby girl, Marigold (Goldie) Joy. Goldie adds a sweetness to our family we didn't know we were missing.
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milford, in group leader
Hello! I’m Hannah Weiland, wife to Josh, mama to sweet Charlie and three precious ones in heaven. We live in northern Indiana where my husband pastors a church and I work part-time for a missions organization.
In the fall of 2014 we learned we were pregnant with our first child. After only a couple weeks however, we knew something was wrong. At 7 weeks we went in for an ultrasound and learned I had an ectopic pregnancy. We were quickly sent to the hospital for emergency surgery and we were devastated.
By the following spring we learned we were pregnant again and in December 2015 welcomed our son Charlie. He is a true miracle and such a blessing in our lives.
In the summer of 2017, we found out we were expecting again and were so excited to grow our family. At 8 weeks I began experiencing symptoms similar to my first pregnancy and during an ultrasound confirmed another ectopic pregnancy. We were blindsided and couldn't believe we were facing this again. Surgery immediately followed and we were told our chances of conceiving naturally in the future would be ever more difficult, though not impossible.
The spring of 2018 brought new life and we were cautiously hopeful for a healthy, lasting pregnancy. During a routine check-up at 13 weeks however, we learned we had lost another sweet one.
While we would never choose this road, this is our story and we trust that God is walking closely with us through the pain and heartache. Our future with more children is very much in his hands and we are leaning into his direction each day.
During what can be an incredibly isolating and confusing time, I’m honored to be able to walk alongside other women as they navigate the days, weeks, and months following loss.
witchita, ks group leader
Hi! I’m Nicole Lauer, wife to Brian and mommy to Kade, our sweet baby boy in Heaven. We reside in Wichita, Kansas. On January 4th, 2018, we found out I was pregnant with our first baby. We were so excited and quickly began getting things ready for his arrival. However, on April 11th at work, where I am a first grade teacher, I knew something wasn’t right. I left school immediately and met my husband at the hospital. Six days later and 20 weeks pregnant, I gave birth to Kade at 2:30am.
We were told Kade would only survive a minute or two once I gave birth. But, God gave us 99 beautiful minutes with him. Kade passed away in my arms, surrounded by his daddy, all of his grandparents, and his uncle at 4:09am. I will never forget how perfect he was. He weighed 9.5 oz and was 9 inches long. I will forever be thankful that God let us meet our baby boy and spend time with him before he was called Home.
Recently, my husband and I met with a specialist to see what went wrong. At first, it was believed that I had an incompetent cervix. However, due to an extremely high white blood cell count, our doctors now think going into labor too early was my body’s way of trying to protect me from the unknown infection I had. Unfortunately, we may never truly understand what exactly went wrong or why it happened.
While we do not have any living children, we know that there is a plan for us and that our time will come. I feel incredibly honored that I get to walk with other brokenhearted mommas, pray with them, and develop a community here in Wichita that helps other bereaved mothers navigate through this horrible loss.